Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh, tired, complain-y, and I'm lost. Wandering helplessly without any clue as to what direction to take next. Help!!!!

If I explained this to my mother, her advice would be "Only God can help you". She might be right, I'm not doubting that, but to analyze and figure out what she means by that is the tricky part. If I were to believe God is found in many different sources and that he's everywhere, then where do I turn? Apparently He's been here for a long time, without me knowing it. Just have to figure out where...